My little Pud Pud

Is now claw-less, but only on the front paws. I have a few pitiful pictures of him I'll add tomorrow. I'm just happy because he has started eating and drinking water again. He had me worried for a second

D-Day is Monday

I've finally scheduled a time for Pudge to get de-clawed. Seriously, I cried. It hurt my feelings, I'm not going to lie. I know he'll be fine but I also know its going to hurt him and even worse, I'm afraid he'll hate me for the rest of his life for what I did to him. Perhaps I can win his love back with Duck & Sweet Potato treats, he loves the hell out of those things. And you can bet your sweet ass that he'll have new toys to play with too :-)

Today is 9DPO, cross your fingers I don't bleed profusly from my vagina until at least tomorrow, I've had issues with a short LP in the past and I'm hoping it was just a short issue and not a lasting one. I'm also crossing my fingers that a lot of this added "stuff" around my midsection is indeed bloat and I'll forever be rid of it once I start. I was able to wear my Size 9 jeans last Sunday (I've been wearing 11's) until I flew off the handle and at fried rattlesnake, french fries, a approx 32 oz. of pepsi, and cotton candy. Since then I've also had my share of ice cream and cookie cake. BUT I've also eaten really good during the day so I'm hoping it kind of evens out the playing field. I don't know what I'm going to do come Summer time and I'm expected to wear a bathing suit. I've never been this big before and I'm TOTALLY not comfortable in a swimsuit.

What I'm best at

Procrastinating :-)

I SHOULD be writing a paper, that I honestly will end up being a damn good paper... as SOON as a figure out a thesis. Anyone want to help??

The Mr. is gone tonight with his first ride along with the police. Cross your fingers that it is exciting but not life-threatening! It started at 8PM and is going until 6AM what a killer shift HOWEVER it'll most likely be the shift he has for a few years so I guess he should get use to it now huh? I'm kind of concerned because its a Saturday which means they may have a lot of drunk driving and drunk fighing in parking lots. I guess I'll hear how it went tomorrow on the way to what very well may be my funeral:

The Rattlesnake Roundup

YES there will be live rattlers there and I'm pretty sure they will try to kill me. AWESOME!!! <--- Not so much I've talked to a girl at work who's been before and she said she wasn't prepared for the smell of the dead snakes [Mental Post-It note: Hold breath the entire time there] Hopefully I'll remember to take my camera and grace y'all with some pretty nasty pictures :-)

OH HOLY CRAP! Everybody cross fingers, toes ANYTHING you can that my temp stays @ 97.5? (or highter) tomorrow and for a little longer. If so then AW I O'd. It wasn't a strong one but the fact that I did is alright with me (for now). And lets cross our fingers that my 4 month protest against feminine hygiene products is the ONLY one I have.

So last night we watched Zack and Miri Make a Porno last night, if you don't mind foul language I HIGHLY suggest you watch this movie. HYSTERITY (with some 'eww gross parts') We also watched a movie St. Anna something or another (it was a military/war movie from WWII) I didn't get all of it but being the 'history/military fan' the Mr. is, I think he enjoyed it.

Ugh well I suppose I should wrap this up and start writing my paper now. Goodbye for now internets!!

This sucks.

I have a horrible issue with what I see as an "acceptable" body image.

Ahh Spring Break

This coming week is Spring Break from the school. Although I've been wanting and needing this break from English, my other two classes (Math & History) I honestly wouldn't have minded not getting a break.

History is easy enough from my 80 year old teacher who doesn't believe in tests or books. All I've studied are the answers to the questions he gives us in class. I couldn't have asked for a better History teacher. Now Math, I could go on and on about Math, I just might :-) It is such an easy class, I really am thankful it comes so natural to me. I have actually gone on-line and Googled the current subjects we are learning so I have EXTRA problems to do. Since I'll have a whole week and my *given* homework within 2 hours, I wanted more to do because I think it is fun.

"Hello everyone! I'm the Mrs. and I have an addiction to Algebra"

I just hope I continue my adoration of it in the next 13 classes I need to take to graduate!

The only downer about my Spring Break these days: I don't get a break from work, UGH!